Confessions of a Former "Bridge Jumper"
Last week I took my dog, Magic to the park for a walk. On our back, I decided to go through the woods to get back to where the car was parked.
I had walked this way many times in the past with my previous dog, Lucky. - It is neither a large area nor a large expanse of woods. The path however, was fairly overgrown and it was not all that CLEAR to me which way to go – we walked deeper into the woods and the path wasn’t getting any clearer. I got completely turned around and at one point crossed over a little creek - there was hardly a path to follow and the brush was about up to my knees. I eventually found an opening and saw that I was on the WRONG SIDE OF THE LAKE from where my car was. The little creek that I went over expanded so that there was no way to get across from where I was. I began to get upset, all the while thinking - there's got to be an easy way out of this. I decided to walk just a bit further to see if I had any other options rather than going back the way we came. The ground was muddy/mucky - my foot slipped and I fell forward on some rocks hitting my nose - resulting in a bloody nose and I wasn't sure if it was broken. I laid there praying to God, my guides and angels to please help me find my way out of where I was. I felt completely abandoned.
I ended up walking to a recycling center just outside of the wooded area. I am still on the wrong side of the lake. Walking back to my car through the woods was not an option and if I walked back by the road it would have been about a 3 mile walk - I wasn't up for either.
So here I am with blood on my face and splattered on my t-shirt with my dog on a leash. There were a lot of people at the center dropping off clothes in bins, putting free mulch and top soil in their car, etc. I was certain someone would help me. No one "rushed" to my aid and I knew I would have to "ask for help"
I asked one man in a truck if he knew how to get back to my section of the park through the woods. He told me he wasn't from around here, didn't have a clue and drove off.
I went over to a young man who worked at the center. He said there was a bridge to get back but it was about a mile into the woods and the water was pretty high. He wasn't sure I would be able to get back that way. He did offer to call an ambulance for me if I needed it, and would have liked to help me, but he was working.
I went over to a woman putting clothes in a bin. I said excuse me - and she immediately yelled “Get your dog away from me, keep your dog to yourself I'm afraid of dogs”. I apologized and walked in another direction.
There was a man shoveling mulch into buckets and putting it into his car - he looked at me and turned away (did I mention I had blood splattered on my t-shirt and my face?)
I walked over to a woman who was shoveling mulch into buckets and putting it in the back of her car. She was with a man who was about in his 70s. I came around to the side of the car and she said "What happened to you"? I told her I got turned around walking in the woods and had a bad fall. I asked if she would consider giving me a ride to my car as I didn't think I could walk back.
She was not happy - she put her buckets in her car, slammed the back door shut with a Hrmph! She opened the back door of her car and said she wasn't sure if she had room in the back seat for me. The man she was with chimed in and said maybe this other guy has more room for you in his car (this was the man who already looked at me and turned away).
I was able to get in the car (there was plenty of room) and she drove me back to my car. I expressed my gratitude many times in the 10 minute ride and never once was my gratitude acknowledged.
Needless to say, I was completely shook up and felt that I was out of my body in another dimension.
When I got home I lovingly received and "emergency" healing session from an earth angel. She didn't think the nose was broken, but my energy field was horrible - she likened it to walking into a hornets nest - 20% of the muck was mine 80% was from the environment.
Of course, all the while I'm trying to figure out why this is happening, what is the "lesson" what do I need to learn.
Once the healing was completed, I was able to see myself walking in the park on the path and I got a piece of the puzzle:
I WENT OFF THE PATH - my sense was not that I did something wrong, rather it was every lifetime I curled up and died and every time in this THIS Lifetime that I considered it or considered quitting “spiritual school” and just giving up. For I was shown that if I do make that choice - what I experienced is the world that is waiting for me - the RECYCLING Center (the fact that I ended up in a recycling center was pointed out to me by yet another earth angel in my life).
At the recycling center I saw aspects of myself that I know I need to release - the fearful me - that is not able to see beyond that fear and is paralyzing; the me that is too busy thinking that I'm "doing my work" and not sharing my heart with others; the me that ignores the opportunity to bring love to that which is in front of me and the me that feels put upon and OK, I'm supposed to be doing this work for everyone else's benefit, but where's my piece of the pie; focusing on what I don't have, what I think I want and not being grateful for my life.
So, my choice is to STAY ON THE PATH of Ascension to the fifth dimensional reality or QUIT and stay in 3rd dimensional consciousness and continue on the hamster wheel of the RECYCLING Center. It was also clear to me that when we think OLD stuff is coming up AGAIN, we need to stop and release anything we may be doing that makes the stuff CURRENT - are we still creating old patterns??????
Okay, onWORDs with the story - When I fell, I hit the BRIDGE of my NOSE - one of my earth angel friends also gave me the insight of the NOSE KNOWS which brings me to the rest of the lesson - and that is the concept that many of us here are BRIDGES. Our work is to help people go from one reality to the next and we resent the hell out of it - we feel we are being walked over, and others are moving forward while we are staying still. So while in the shower this morning I got a bit more insight on bridges:
They are much larger, stronger, fortified and complex in the structure and engineering than any of the vehicles they carry.
There are fewer bridges than vehicles and it is the ONLY WAY for vehicles to get from point a to point b. They are an integral part of providing a way for people to get to where they need or want to go (in our case, helping people shift their consciousness so they may move forward in this physical world).
Not every vehicle can be a bridge - many times we joke about the fact that we signed up for this. It is my very strong sense that we were CHOSEN for this and that through our free will we said yes. When we look at this from the higher dimension we can see the honor and gift we were given to serve in this capacity. We are amazing and should hold nothing but honor and love for ourselves. We are bridges from higher dimensions. We are always being expanded so that we may continue to bridge consciousness as humanity continually evolves. In other words we have non-physical beings that are bridges for us. (That’s our piece of the pie)
The other thing about bridges is that they are firmly anchored on either end but need ALOT OF SUPPORT IN THE MIDDLE - which is why we need to hold on to each other and work with our middle chakras - base, sacral, hara, solar plexus and of course the heart!
- My prayer is that we never falter off the path and that the path we walk to full consciousness is smooth and filled with Love, Grace and Gratitude.
Lovingly committed to BRIDGING Heaven and Earth and No Longer a Bridge Jumper,
Janice
Last week I took my dog, Magic to the park for a walk. On our back, I decided to go through the woods to get back to where the car was parked.
I had walked this way many times in the past with my previous dog, Lucky. - It is neither a large area nor a large expanse of woods. The path however, was fairly overgrown and it was not all that CLEAR to me which way to go – we walked deeper into the woods and the path wasn’t getting any clearer. I got completely turned around and at one point crossed over a little creek - there was hardly a path to follow and the brush was about up to my knees. I eventually found an opening and saw that I was on the WRONG SIDE OF THE LAKE from where my car was. The little creek that I went over expanded so that there was no way to get across from where I was. I began to get upset, all the while thinking - there's got to be an easy way out of this. I decided to walk just a bit further to see if I had any other options rather than going back the way we came. The ground was muddy/mucky - my foot slipped and I fell forward on some rocks hitting my nose - resulting in a bloody nose and I wasn't sure if it was broken. I laid there praying to God, my guides and angels to please help me find my way out of where I was. I felt completely abandoned.
I ended up walking to a recycling center just outside of the wooded area. I am still on the wrong side of the lake. Walking back to my car through the woods was not an option and if I walked back by the road it would have been about a 3 mile walk - I wasn't up for either.
So here I am with blood on my face and splattered on my t-shirt with my dog on a leash. There were a lot of people at the center dropping off clothes in bins, putting free mulch and top soil in their car, etc. I was certain someone would help me. No one "rushed" to my aid and I knew I would have to "ask for help"
I asked one man in a truck if he knew how to get back to my section of the park through the woods. He told me he wasn't from around here, didn't have a clue and drove off.
I went over to a young man who worked at the center. He said there was a bridge to get back but it was about a mile into the woods and the water was pretty high. He wasn't sure I would be able to get back that way. He did offer to call an ambulance for me if I needed it, and would have liked to help me, but he was working.
I went over to a woman putting clothes in a bin. I said excuse me - and she immediately yelled “Get your dog away from me, keep your dog to yourself I'm afraid of dogs”. I apologized and walked in another direction.
There was a man shoveling mulch into buckets and putting it into his car - he looked at me and turned away (did I mention I had blood splattered on my t-shirt and my face?)
I walked over to a woman who was shoveling mulch into buckets and putting it in the back of her car. She was with a man who was about in his 70s. I came around to the side of the car and she said "What happened to you"? I told her I got turned around walking in the woods and had a bad fall. I asked if she would consider giving me a ride to my car as I didn't think I could walk back.
She was not happy - she put her buckets in her car, slammed the back door shut with a Hrmph! She opened the back door of her car and said she wasn't sure if she had room in the back seat for me. The man she was with chimed in and said maybe this other guy has more room for you in his car (this was the man who already looked at me and turned away).
I was able to get in the car (there was plenty of room) and she drove me back to my car. I expressed my gratitude many times in the 10 minute ride and never once was my gratitude acknowledged.
Needless to say, I was completely shook up and felt that I was out of my body in another dimension.
When I got home I lovingly received and "emergency" healing session from an earth angel. She didn't think the nose was broken, but my energy field was horrible - she likened it to walking into a hornets nest - 20% of the muck was mine 80% was from the environment.
Of course, all the while I'm trying to figure out why this is happening, what is the "lesson" what do I need to learn.
Once the healing was completed, I was able to see myself walking in the park on the path and I got a piece of the puzzle:
I WENT OFF THE PATH - my sense was not that I did something wrong, rather it was every lifetime I curled up and died and every time in this THIS Lifetime that I considered it or considered quitting “spiritual school” and just giving up. For I was shown that if I do make that choice - what I experienced is the world that is waiting for me - the RECYCLING Center (the fact that I ended up in a recycling center was pointed out to me by yet another earth angel in my life).
At the recycling center I saw aspects of myself that I know I need to release - the fearful me - that is not able to see beyond that fear and is paralyzing; the me that is too busy thinking that I'm "doing my work" and not sharing my heart with others; the me that ignores the opportunity to bring love to that which is in front of me and the me that feels put upon and OK, I'm supposed to be doing this work for everyone else's benefit, but where's my piece of the pie; focusing on what I don't have, what I think I want and not being grateful for my life.
So, my choice is to STAY ON THE PATH of Ascension to the fifth dimensional reality or QUIT and stay in 3rd dimensional consciousness and continue on the hamster wheel of the RECYCLING Center. It was also clear to me that when we think OLD stuff is coming up AGAIN, we need to stop and release anything we may be doing that makes the stuff CURRENT - are we still creating old patterns??????
Okay, onWORDs with the story - When I fell, I hit the BRIDGE of my NOSE - one of my earth angel friends also gave me the insight of the NOSE KNOWS which brings me to the rest of the lesson - and that is the concept that many of us here are BRIDGES. Our work is to help people go from one reality to the next and we resent the hell out of it - we feel we are being walked over, and others are moving forward while we are staying still. So while in the shower this morning I got a bit more insight on bridges:
They are much larger, stronger, fortified and complex in the structure and engineering than any of the vehicles they carry.
There are fewer bridges than vehicles and it is the ONLY WAY for vehicles to get from point a to point b. They are an integral part of providing a way for people to get to where they need or want to go (in our case, helping people shift their consciousness so they may move forward in this physical world).
Not every vehicle can be a bridge - many times we joke about the fact that we signed up for this. It is my very strong sense that we were CHOSEN for this and that through our free will we said yes. When we look at this from the higher dimension we can see the honor and gift we were given to serve in this capacity. We are amazing and should hold nothing but honor and love for ourselves. We are bridges from higher dimensions. We are always being expanded so that we may continue to bridge consciousness as humanity continually evolves. In other words we have non-physical beings that are bridges for us. (That’s our piece of the pie)
The other thing about bridges is that they are firmly anchored on either end but need ALOT OF SUPPORT IN THE MIDDLE - which is why we need to hold on to each other and work with our middle chakras - base, sacral, hara, solar plexus and of course the heart!
- My prayer is that we never falter off the path and that the path we walk to full consciousness is smooth and filled with Love, Grace and Gratitude.
Lovingly committed to BRIDGING Heaven and Earth and No Longer a Bridge Jumper,
Janice
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