FILL 'ER UP - FULL SERVE OR SELF-SERVE???

For those of us jumping and skipping our way along the spiritual path, we learn that our quest brings us to meet all aspects of ourselves.

We are all acutely aware of the challenge in meeting those parts of ourselves that we’d rather not acknowledge, never mind LOVE. We do our best so that we may grow in love, open our gifts and follow the path of service.

So, let me get this straight: I need to look at ALL parts of myself (yikes) embrace them, and love them so I can be of service?

That immediately triggers serving others, being in servitude, putting others before ourselves, believing that we need to practice self sacrifice to be of service to others on and on and on an on, with no pay off. (I need to take a nap).

The truth of the matter is that our responsibility is self service. When we love ourselves, or bring love to parts of ourselves that we’ve abandoned along our path of creation, we begin to open aspects of ourselves we’ve hidden or closed down. We’ve created hidden treasures within the depths of our being. As we bring more love to ourselves, we also allow ourselves to receive love from other beings, physical and non-physical. The more we are able to do this and open the gifts and treasures we’ve buried; we enter into a natural state of sharing (not serving) with others who resonate with our self love. The greatest gift we can share with another is to love ourselves so very very much that that love radiates to those around us and inspires them to love themselves more and more and more.

There is no difference – Self Serve is Full Serve in its most divine and magnificent form!

As simple as it sounds (we all know that simple, isn’t easy). It comes down to a deep rooted belief held by humanity that at the very core of our being we believe we are not innocent, pure and divine. While we may pay lip service to ourselves (affirmations) of our divinity, we don’t really believe it or we wouldn’t be trying so hard to heal ourselves, be of service or otherwise climb the spiritual ladder which feels much more like running on a hamster wheel than climbing a ladder. We are being called to bring this belief forward. It is shown to me as a huge black spot right in the solar plexus and when I look at it, I shudder and can’t imagine going near it. It is that powerful and all-encompassing. To think that this is held by the collective brings a greater depth of understanding of the pain and scars we are all carrying from cosmic and karmic manipulation that has held us in lack and limitation for eons.

Bring this into your consciousness, your group consciousness and cosmic consciousness which is all aspects of you through all time space and all dimensions. Meet it with your God consciousness. Ask for this to be taken from you, for the veils to be lifted and for the Grace of God/Goddess for ourselves and all of humanity holding this within them.
It may feel heavy at the beginning as it is a belief held by the collective consciousness, but as it is lifted from us, (don’t forget to ask for help) it will feel lighter. The more we are able to release it the more love we are able to bring to ourselves and the more radiant we become, until we are filled with joy, celebration, freedom and bliss. Allow yourself to be filled up and fully served.

Take some time to appreciate all that you have accomplished as a body soul and spirit throughout time and space. We are quite remarkable. Be at comfort and at ease with where you are right now.

When we honor where we are at any given moment, it brings us into the flow of creation. We cannot create when we are projecting into the future or living in the past.

This is part of our training to manifest and create as fifth dimensional beings. We can only create it in the here and now, so that is where we need to be. This also brings us into the balance between doing and being.

Another key that I’ve been gifted with has to do with merging our Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine aspects. I know it’s coming up for all of us in a big way.

Whatever conflicts or slights (perceived or real) that you are experiencing with others are issues held within your masculine or feminine aspects. Instead of energizing the conflict, try bringing understanding and compassion to yourself and ask for mergence and harmony from the masculine and feminine aspects within you. You will be gifted with a deeper understanding and knowing of the conflicts within yourself that may not allow you to create your heart dreams. Do not attach any right or wrong, just let each part of you express its perspective and honor the feelings, emotions and thoughts that arise. This practice trains us to honor ourselves and honor all that we are without judgment. As we continue to do this, these aspects will not feel the need to defend their position and will be more willing to blend and harmonize and fully merge. For it is that when the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine are merged in trust, love, harmony and peace; it will birth the Divine Child within us. The holy family, the holy trinity, the Holy Spirit will flood our being.

Giving birth to the divine child within us, also brings us into the flow of creation. It allows us to create with our imagination, our wonderment, our innocence. It fully releases any belief of who we are or who we are not and replaces it with the absolute knowing of absolute love, which is exactly who we are. We are being called to empower the child within us for the creations of the child are pure and without self judgment.

We know that our ascension is nothing more than a shift in our own consciousness. Self service and birthing the Divine Child are keys that will assist in that shift and thereby serve all of humanity!

From the purity of the heart of the Divine Child within me………………………

Amaraya Kilana Rose