BEGENDINGS

We’ve been hearing for awhile now about all that has expired leaving, how we are in a process of purging and clearing out and how we have to let go of it all before we can be aligned and begin our new lives.

This has put many of us in a state of suspended animation. Can’t start my new life yet, guess I haven’t purged enough or guess I’m not letting go enough, or guess there’s still something that I’m not paying enough attention to. Will I ever get to start my new life? Will everybody else start their new life but ME???????????????????????????? And of course, WHEN is my new life going to start already.

May I gently suggest a shift in consciousness to consider that our new life begins in every new moment with every inhale and our old life ends in every other moment with each exhale.

We are completing our old lives as we breathe out and release from our consciousness that which no longer serves the life we are creating with our next inhale. It is all happening with beautifully orchestrated synchronicity of our own choices, our own doing and our own being.

To know that we are releasing and creating in every moment does help us to stay in the flow of creation rather than suspended animation or feeling as though we have to wait for something (big) to happen for our “new lives” to kick in.

To hold the consciousness of constant and continual endings and beginnings, even if it is only that moment or that breath that has begun and ended, deeply connects us with our eternal nature. This is the language that our soul and our spirit understand and completely respond to.
We are already in our new lives as we continue to let go of our old lives. It is important to understand that creating a life is not a small or easy task. To create as fifth dimensional beings requires us to balance being and doing. Being allows us to be in a state of receptivity to receive guidance and wisdom so we know what to do when we are pulsed to the doing part which is followed by another being state allowing the time and space to receive more guidance. This is divine timing and assures the highest outcomes.

In creating these amazing lives, every being and doing state is building the infrastructure for the life we are creating. While we may be able to manifest a step or part of this life instantaneously, the life itself is a constant and continual process – again the eternity of our soul. No beginning and no ending, just begendings and we are best served when we honor the steps.

Now, having said all that, certainly some inhales are more like a big yawn and some exhales are more like we’ve been sucker punched in the gut and the wind is completely knocked out of us (who can relate to that?). In the latter state we don’t know how to take that next breath or even if it will come. It’s a good guess that while the big inhales bring us a much needed infusion of oxygen and motivate us to move forward and “do” the “can’t breathe” state should definitely be considered a “being” state. (Like we have a choice : } )
While it may feel as though nothing is happening during this time, higher aspects of your being may be putting some infrastructure in place for you, and the planets and star systems are aligning to bring energy and information that will make your next step easier. At the risk of sounding like a broken record (because we’ve all heard this ad nauseam), the next breath comes with surrender, gratitude and dare I say forgiveness.

The inhales; creation and exhales; endings also share the vibrations of the emotions of Joy and Grief. Both of these emotions are the same vibrationally as they serve as catalysts to deeply and profoundly open our hearts. They are however opposites energetically. Joy energizes us, expands us and pulses us to be out in the world. Grief brings us to a deep place of introspection and needing time to withdraw.

We are called to honor all beginnings and endings, all Joy (Rebirth) and Grief (Death) in whatever way is best for us. As we do so, we are that much more prepared for the next set of begendings and we see our lives as a continual creation. We can see each beginning and ending as a series of experiences.

When we choose to no longer participate in a particular experience even though it may be painful, we are making the choice for the growth and evolution of our soul. All we experience is part of us eternally. We may have chosen to complete a particular experience but there really is no “end” to it. This mastery brings us out of separation and duality into unity and oneness with All That Is.

We are illumined with higher truths and deeper understandings of all that we choose to experience and how it serves us. We come to know that grief, death or ending also brings celebration, joy of completion, and room for new experiences, erasing the energetic chasm between joy and grief.

New experiences to continually create a new life with every new breath; to change and grow as our spirit and soul are eternally growing and evolving.

And so, as 2010 ends at 12:00:00 and 2011 begins at 12:00:01, may you find peace, love, joy and comfort in all of your begendings.

With All of the Love and Joy in My Heart

Amaraya Kilana Rose